Earlier (which was y'day) I found out that my sis, Esther, likes a certain guy friend of hers alot. I was the one who brought up the topic when we were hanging out in Sunway Pyramid, shopping till we dropped! Cuz I read in her blog and smelled something fishy! Hehe!
And then, she spilled the beans and told me everything about it. Even before she fell asleep juz now. Well, I juz felt helpless cuz I didn't know what advice to give her. It wasn't as if I was some expert in love anyway. Her situation was much like mine many years back. But I actually told the guy I liked him, haha! That was my first and only time so far! Haha! And I'm gonna be 26 in a couple of months' time! I'm with Kevin now and I'm happy with him, I hope I wouldn't have to confess to another guy that I like him anymore!
Normally I wouldn't tell a guy I like/love him no matter how much I like/love him in reality. But since the guy I liked very much then was leaving and there wasn't any real solid grounds that we'd be together anyway and I wasn't hoping for much, I juz told him. Haha! So I can understand very well what my sister is going thru right now. I wish I could protect her always from being hurt and I hope the guy whom she likes so much likes her back. But I can only hope and pray for the best for her. I can't make him like her. I feel so small and powerless and... useless as her older sis.
I hope this time around, if my sister decides to 'fess up to that lucky guy, they'd be together despite the distance. Same place = Australia. Same duration = 2 years (but my guy didn't plan on coming back. I only knew when he was there, haha!). Dear God, pls bless my sister, Esther and let her prayers be answered and he'll love her as much as she loves him. I can't type anymore. I just feel so emotional right now. I just don't want my sister to get hurt and be sad. She's such a great kid! Bye for now!
