I woke up from a bad dream earlier today. I dreamt that my sister, Esther, said that she couldn't trust me anymore cuz I was never around for her. I felt so sad and heartbroken. How could my own sister, my baby sister, said she couldn't trust me?! And she was right! I AM never around for her. I'm alwiz working and I'm alwiz over at Kev's. My parents are abroad and I should be at home taking care of the house and my sis but I'm like travelling around Malaysia for work and when I'm back, I'm only at Kev's. I juz feel so bad and guilty! Hence, the nightmare that my sister doesn't want me around anymore. Sigh! Thank God, it was juz a bad dream. I couldn't bear to live my life if it were real. I love her to no ends! Only she doesn't know it... yet! =)
